My love. I have thought about you so much leading up to tomorrow which is the fifth anniversary of you leaving me. I know nothing but death would have taken you from me but that does not make it any easier. I miss you so much but life does go on. I am enjoying life but wish so much you were still here sharing the fun and the sun. God bless you my darling. I am in His Hands and He looks after me so well. We will meet again in paradise my love