My love. I miss you so much. I am typing this through my tears. It is coming up to five years which is why I am here in the UK. I did not want to be alone in Spain but no doubt I will be just as alone here. I am in such turmoil and only myself to blame. But you know me David. All my clouds have silver linings and when one door closes another one opens. Everything happens for a reason.....just sometimes we cannot see it. You are forever in my heart. The love of a wonderful husband is something that lives on Filling my days with precious memories long after you have gone.