Ruth Groves 20th November 2011

YET ANOTHER MONTH HAS PASSED MY LOVE AND MISSING YOU IS NOT GETTING ANY EASIER. BUT I AM TRYING SO HARD TO BE POSITIVE. I CAN SHED TEARS THAT YOU HAVE GONE OR I CAN SMILE THAT YOU HAVE LIVED. I CAN CLOSE MY EYES AND PRAY THAT YOU WILL COME BACK, OR I CAN CLOSE MY EYES AND SEE ALL THAT YOU HAVE LEFT ME. MY HEART CAN BE EMPTY BECAUSE I CAN'T SEE YOU, OR CAN BE FULL OF THE LOVE THAT WE SHARED. I CAN TURN MY BACK ON TOMORROW AND LIVE YESTERDAY, OR I CAN BE HAPPY FOR TOMORROW BECAUSE OF YESTERDAY. I CAN REMEMBER YOU AND ONLY THAT YOU ARE GONE, OR I CAN CHERISH YOUR MEMORY AND LIVE ON. I CAN CLOSE MY EYES AND MIND AND TURN MY BACK, OR I CAN DO WHAT YOU'D WANT, SMILE, OPEN MY EYES, LOVE AND GO ON.