Well, my love I am back from two weeks with our grandson..worn out but happy. However, I miss you so much with deep sobs that start beneath my heart and hold my body in a grip that hurts The lump that swells inside my throat brings pain that tries to choke. The tears course down my cheeks-I drop my head in my so empty hands abandoning myself to deep dark grief and know that with the passing time will come relief. That though the pain may stay there will soon come a day when I can say your name and be at peace. I love and miss you so much.