my love. it is the start of a new year.My ninth without you and my first without Paul. This for both of you. THE MOMENT THAT YOU DIED MY HEART WAS TORN IN TWO ONE SIDE FILLED WITH HEARTACHE THE OTHER DIED WITH YOU I OFTEN LIE AWAKE AT NIGHT WHEN THE WORLD IS FAST ASLEEP AND TAKE A WALK DOWN MEMORY LANE WITH TEARS UPON MY CHEEKS. REMEMBERING YOU IS EASY I DO IT EVERY DAY BUT MISSING YOU IS HEARTACHE THAT NEVER GOES AWAY. I HOLD YOU TIGHTLY IN MY HEART AND THERE YOU WILL REMAIN UNTIL THE JOYOUS DAY ARRIVES WHEN WE WILL MEET AGAIN.