Christmas is coming and I have to survive it without you my love I thought of you with love today,but that is nothing new, I thought about you yesterday, and the days before that too. I think of you in silence, I often speak your name. Now all I have are memories, and your picture in a frame. Some may think you are forgotten, though on earth you are no more. But in my memory you are with me, as you always were before. A million times I've thought of you, a million times times I've cried. If loving could have saved you, you never would have died. You left me beautiful memories, your love is still my guide. And although I cannot see you, you are always at my side. It broke my heart to lose you, but you did not go alone. Part of me went with you on the day God called you home. Forgive me Lord, for I'll always weep,for the best friend I loved but could not keep.