my love it has been a while since I was able to talk with you . I expect by now you realise Paul has joined you in heaven. He died on october 25th after a short but severe illness.. A light has gone out in my life. It was bad enough losing you but this is so bad. Stephen has taken it so badly but talks to me at least three times a day which is comforting and he is coming to visit soon. Paul was my rock you were my anchor. The love and support I am receiving is amazing. I imagine you and Paul sailing across the sky scudding around the clouds. Lookafter him my darling. I love and miss you both so much.