MY LOVE. IT HAS BEEN A DREADFUL MONTH. EVERYTHING SEEMS TO HAVE GONE WRONG. NEW BATTERY FOR CAR AND THEN A FUEL LEAK. SOMETHING BLEW IN THE SWIMMING POOL AND LOTTIE WONT START! NO INTERNET FOR TWO WEEKS . I HAVE TO HAVE YET ANOTHER TOOTH OUT AND JUST BOUGHT NEW GLASSES AS FIVE YEARS SINCE THE LAST ONES. I HOPE NEXT MONTH IS BETTER. I HAVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT YOU SO MUCH AS THE SEVENTH ANNIVERSARY IS HOVERING ON THE HORIZON, I MISS YOU SO MUCH AND WOULD NOT BE IN SUCH A QUANDRY OVER THINGS IF YOU WERE STILL HERE. BUT YOU ARE NOT AND LIFE SUCH AS IT IS GOES ON. I LOVE ANTONIO SO MUCH BUT HE IS HARD WORK.....ALMOST AS HARD AS YOU WERE IN THE INITIAL YEARS!! YOU MAY THINK THAT I FORGOT YOU YOU MAY THINK THAT I DON'T CARE YOU MAY THINK I AM NOT THINKING OF YOU WELL...YOU ARE WRONG YOU ARE ALWAYS IN MY THOUGHTS AND DREAMS.