MY LOVE. I MISSED SENDING YOU MY MONTHLY MESSAGE AS I THOUGHT I MIGHT BE JOINING YOU IN HEAVEN BUT OBVIOUSLY MY TIME IS NOT YET UP AS DESPITE THREE WEEKS IN HOSPITAL AND A WEEK IN ITU I AM STILL HERE TO TELL THE TALE. TODAY WOULD HAVE BEEN OUR 43RD WEDDING ANNIVERSARY AND I AM AS EVER THINKING OF YOU AND MISSING YOU. HOWEVER I HAVE A WONDERFUL MAN IN MY LIFE NOW WHOM I LOVE VERY MUCH. YOU HOWEVER ARE NEVER FAR FROM MY THOUGHTS.