MY LOVE I AM HERE WITH PAUL AND WILL BE SPENDING NEXT WEEKEND WITH STEPHEN. WE ARE REMEMBERING YOU AND ALL YOU MEANT TO US. I HAVE JUST BEEN WATCHING THE TROOPING OF THE COLOUR AND THINKING OF THE TIME YOU AND I WENT TO LONDON FROM SOUTHEND TO BE PART OF THE CELEBRATING CROWDS. I WISH I COULD SAY IT IS GETTING EASIER....WHICH IT IS IN SOME WAYS BUT IN OTHERS IT IS JUST GETTING MORE AND MORE DIFFICULT.I MISS YOU SO MUCH DAVID AND GETTING MYSELF IN SUCH A MUDDLE, BUT LIFE GOES ON AND I KNOW WE WILL BE REUNITED IN PARADISE, HAPPY FATHER'S DAY MY LOVE.